Recently I have been thinking a lot about my relationship with my boyfriend, and this morning when I jumped in my car, the radio started playing How Deep Is Your Love by the BeeGees. It was kind of spooky as at that very moment I had been thinking really hard about our relationship. I really don’t have clue where are relationship is going at the moment, I seem to be doing all of the running.
Not only that, I am working my socks off at London escorts. My boyfriend says that he would love us to move in together but I am not sure about that. Thanks to work at London escorts, I have been able to buy this really flat in Greenwich, and despite his nagging, I have not let him move into my flat. It is my own space and I am not sure that he would want to pay anything towards it. I do actually earn more at the best London escorts agency than he does, and it is one of the stumbling blocks.
Since we have been together, I have paid for all of our holidays and even meals out. I am getting a bit tired of doing that, and it even feels like he is using me a little bit. Sure, I know that I make more money at London escorts than he ever will, but it would be nice if he contributed something. He has not even paid for a take away in the last month even though I have worked all the evenings shifts that I physically can at London escorts so that we can have a nice holiday this year.
He is always asking me how much money I have in the bank, and I know that he tries to find my bank statements. I have started to hide them in the storage room downstairs in the garage as it annoys me so much. He is after me or just after my money hard earned cash from London escorts. It really makes me wonder, and I know that I am not the only girl at London escorts who have found herself in a similar sort of situation.
Perhaps it is about time I told him that I don’t think that we are going to get anywhere in our relationship. Sure it is not easy to find a guy when you work for a London escorts service but I don’t want to be used anymore. It feels like I am being used. Maybe I am not but if I have learned one thing during my time with London escorts, it is to trust my instincts. At the moment my instincts are telling me it is time to say goodbye and move on. I am sure the right man is out there for me, until then I can enjoy the company of my cat, and spend my money on something just for me instead. Maybe I will even spoil myself and go on a hedonistic holiday with the girls from London escorts.